I wish I had something interesting to report, but there's really nothing going on. Our biology dictates this two week wait without sign or symptom and there's nothing nice about it. I was able to sustain my positive momentum for the first 5 days after the IUI. I was visualizing fertilization, the cells dividing, implantation, the whole nine yards. One can only do that for so long. I hit the wall.
Today I feel like I'm probably not pregnant, but that's the trick of it all, there's really no way to know at this point. I have started taking my BBT again, which may be of some use I guess. I've stayed a pretty steady 97.6 since ovulation (which is actually higher than baseline for me), but I keep expecting the big drop every morning when I wake up.
Everyone who has been through it knows that this 2ww seems like such a cruel mind game. I just want to know so I can cry (from joy or grief) and get on with it. Thanks for waiting with me.
7 comments:
Just wanted you to know I am here reading and waiting with you.
Jamie
The waiting is the worst.
The wait is awful. Just know you will get through it. And it is completely ok to cry!
I hear you!
((((Jessicca))))
Waiting and hoping with you. Sending you lots of lovely, loving and lively thoughts your way :)
Miriam
The waiting is awful, isn't it! Good sign with the temp though!
my heart is paralyzed...waiting with you and loving you from texas!
suz
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